a letter to Nisa

Nisa,

LoL..Cha cha want mi to make a first move..she want us to be close friend again..well..i do not
angry with her thought as i regret to break with you..after i break with you..i realize that i
have no friend in school until i close to Saheera..i wanted to talk to you..but i just don't know
what should i say as i scare that the more i say the further distance we have..so i rather we
become normal classmate than being a stranger..i really have no fairth in myself..i scare that if
i talk to you we might become stranger..because i'm really not good in words and i'm the one
who hurt you..

After i end the friendship with you..i had many many quarrel with Joe..he was the one who
suggest mi to break with you..when i told him that i regretted the end of our friendship..he
tried to stop mi from patching up with you..and i angry at him for that..slowly i realize that he
always gave bad comments of my friends..after we break..he told mi nabil and danial also not
a good friends..well..that makes mi more and more angry..when he saw Sabri and asked mi
not to close with Sabri..i chose to break with him..and becomes Sabri's baby girl..i really can't
stand of his selfishness and i really like Sabri that time..

Well..yesterday Sabri explain to mi that he sat infront alone very lonely..so he sat with you and disturbed you..i really jealous when i saw that..and felt scare..i scare i might lost him..but
then i trust you and Denise also said that Sabri was kept looking at mi..well..you had being my
Girlfriend for at least one year..you should know mi more than anyone else..i'm not confidence
with myself..that's why i jealous,angry and feel scare whenever i saw him talking..sitting..staring at other girls..i scare of losing him as i know that there's a lot more girls who is better than mi..

Hmm..so..would you mind to give mi another chance to be your girlfriend again?would you
mind to give mi another chance to be your close friend like last time?..