fall for someone..

Today..i broke up with my boyfriend..he was angry at me for telling the class about our relationship..before i told the class..he was angry because some friends were talking about me and Clement..i wanted to make him happy therefore i told the class about the relationship yesterday..and he angry because of this..WTH????!!!!

Today..i treat my friends drinks during recess..because yesterday was my birthday..muahahh..

Ok..let's back to the topic..i fall for someone..someone who has already have a girlfriend..so i chose to asked him to be my brother instead..at least i could have reason to be close to him and care for him anytime..

I hope he would never know how much i feel about him..at least his girlfriend is better than me..in everyway..prettier than me funnier than me and nicer than me..=)



P.S. God..even thought i'm not ready for a new relationship yet..but please allow me to love the person secretly..=)