falling in love with you ONLY!!!!

I need someone who can love me back when i love him..
I want someone who can trust me in a relationship..
I want someone who cam protect me-i'm not that strong as i show to everyone..
I want someone who can lend me the shoulder whenever i need-i'm tired of crying alone..
I need a hand which can clear away my tear-i have much tears to drop
I need someone who can be there for me always-i will be here for him too..

Everything seem to be so difficult to fulfil,everything just going to the wrong way..=(

I've found the person who can love me back when i love him..
I've found the person who can trust me in a relationhsip..
I've found the person who can protect me ..
I've found the person who can lend me the shoulder whenever i need..
I've found the person who can clear away my tears and my fears..
I've found the person who can be there for me always..

Everything seem to be so easy to fulfil..everything just going to the smooth way..=D

I spent a long long time to forget about the bastard,yet it doesn't work..i don't believe in those words like "forever" or "last long"..however..within three days..he made my mind only think of him at all time..and i decided to believe in those words one last time yesterday..i hope i made a right choice this time..i hope i won't get hurt again..i hope this relationship can be really forever last long..because it is not a PUPPY LOVE!!..it actually took me a long time to bring myself to talk to him and all these things..
I want to treasure him..i'm willing to wait..i don't want to hurt him..i love him really much..even if we have to hurt someone else soon..

God..
please allow me to remain coma if all these things are dream..if i have to lost him one day..please wake me up before i lost him..
please allow me to have a long life time if all these things are reality..if i have to lost him one day..please make me sleep and remain coma before i lost him..
He's not the first person i seriously in love with..but he change me alot..he's too speical compare to other guys..i love him so much..
He's the first person who hold my hand after the bastard..he's the first person who kiss me made me happy after the bastard..he made me believe in those words again..he made me live in "sweet dream land"..



P.S. If i have a wish..i will wish that i could be with him forever last long..if i have two wishes..i will wish that i could hold his hand and kiss his lips forever..if i have three wishes..i will wish that i could have him,love him and miss him for the rest of my life..