LoL..i want to have a tattoo leh..LoL..i mean i tattoo myself..maybe..try lor..hehe..anyway..school start next week..i finish all my homework also..boring at home..so maybe today or tomorrow try to tattoo myself..LoL..my buddy just taught me how to tattoo..>v<..
Read some news about tattoo today..there's so many people they tattoo on their body but still went to laser and clean it off..
I think a tattoo is for u to keep a memories..no matter is beautiful or sad memories..since u want to tattoo on ur body means u don't want to forget the memories..
So once u decide to have tattoo..then it's better don't think of go for laser and clean it..because it's wasting ur own money..
Hehe..i would like to have a tattoo on my finger like my buddies did after i left..they asked me to tattoo it too..but i don't know how to do..>"<...
Daddy,
I love you and i miss you alot..i believe that non of us would want this to happened..but what is done is done..no one could change it..even God also can't do anything..
I used to hate you when i have to leave Taiwan with mom and Sheila..the reason for me to hate you that time was that in my heart..you and mom are the one who make my friends and i to be apart..
However..i've grown up..i've go throught some relationships seriously..not like last time that i just acept whoever confess to me..and i've understand..sometimes it's better for a couple to break when there's something happen..because it could avoid some unneccessary hurts..
I know the problem between you and mom..you can't take all the blame as mom also did something wrong..all of us..you,mom,sheila and i had get the punishment..so i hope that from now on we could have a better life..
In my heart..i still hope that we could keep in contact..
Happy father's day...
Yesterday was father's day..i never give my father any email,call,sms and/or even a letter..he was busy yesterday..he got a match and was injured very badly..
I am not a good daughter as i've forgotten about father's day..
【 基本問題 】
壹.你的大名: 程梵 ★★
貳.你的別名: 猩猩（幹！） ★★
叁.你的星座血型: 逼 ★★
肆.你的興趣專長: 不知道、秘密、 ★★
伍.你家地址: 恩..讓窩想想。 ★★
【 廢話問題 】
01.點你的人: 毛毛 ★★
02.他對妳好嗎: 當然咯..肆姐妹嘛.. ★★
03.有話跟他說嗎: 窩匯回臺灣搭！ ★★
04.你頭髮有幾根: 很多根 ★★
05.上廁所有洗手嗎: of course... ★★
【 感情問題 】
一.現在是否單身: 卟肆。。★★
二.現在有心儀的對象: 恩恩。。狠喜歡。。 ★★
三.跟他怎認識的: 同班 ★★
四.你相信他嗎 摁摁 相信 ★★
五.你對你說的話: 啥？ ★★
六.之間有第三者: 沒有、 ★★
七.他對你有佔有慾: 啥某亦素？ ★★
八.那他是誰: 窩搭baby。。 ★★
九.你對他說的話: 嘻嘻、窩搭心里只有倪哦、★★
十.1~9點哪一點是假的: 兜肆真搭！！！！ ★★
【 點名開始 】
1號:毛毛 ★★
2號:狒狒 ★★
3號:小宗 ★★
4號:小瑋 ★★
5號:大頭 ★★
6號:辰辰 ★★
7號:亞亞 ★★
8號:餅干 ★★
9號:佳燕 ★★
10號: Crystal ★★
(01)2號跟4號什麼關係: 麻吉 ★★
(02)5號認識8號嗎: 認識但肆卟熟、 ★★
(03)3號讀哪裡: 深美國小、=v= ★★
(04)6號幾歲: 15 了吧、 ★★
(05)7號是你的誰: 兒子！！ ★★
(06)9號都叫你什麼: Stella 嗄、 ★★
(07)1號是你的誰: 姐妹啊、 ★★
(08)10號很可愛嗎: 某角度看 肆可愛、嘻嘻、★★
【 無聊問題 】
01/現在什麼時刻: 12.47 a.m. （半夜了..）★★
02/現在很無聊嗎: 恩恩、 ★★
03/自戀嗎: 還好 ★★
04/有兄弟姐妹嗎: 有妹妹、 ★★
05/你心目中最恨誰: 嗯..倪好雞婆搭說.. ★★
06/有謀生能力嗎: 不知道.....★★
07/現在好嗎: 不好 ！不好！他不在窩旁邊！不好！ ★★
1. Beside your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
hmm..forehead?..LoL..
2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning ?
Oh Shit!!..over slept..@@
3. Who was the last person you took picture with ?
myself..@@
4. Would you consider to be spoilt ?
no..
5. Would you ever donate blood ?
LoL..maybe?
6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex ?
sia la..got a lot..enough to make him jealous..LoL..
7. Do you want someone dead ?
yes..of course..
8. Whats does your last message says ?
it's secret between mi n him..=D
9. What are you thinking right now ?
thinking of him!!!..oh jesus christ..i can't stop thinking of Muhammad Sabri Bin Rahmad..
10. Did you wish someone was with you right now ?
i wish he's here..
11. What time did you go to sleep last night ?
this morning 3am++
12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you're wearing now ?
China Town...
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
of course..argh~~..
15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz .
o1. Jiaying
o2. Shidah
o3. jiaying
o4. norzilah
o5.Chacha
o6. Nisa
o7. Crystal
o8. Caren
o9. Denise
10. Elton
16. Who is number 2 having relationship with ?
i think is ziq..
17. Is 3 a female/male ?
female
18. If 7 and 10 get together , will that be a good thing ?
no no no.......
19. What is number 1 studying about ?
ART..bio..
20. Is number 4 single ?
i don't think so..
21. Say something about number 5 .
good friend..=DD
22. What do you think of number 4 & 6 together ?
they can be friend but not er........
23. Describe number 9 .
CHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sai....
24. What will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
hmm.....shhhh.....
25. Do you like number 8 ?
like her as a friend..=D
13 June Saturday:
Was at Lucky plaza meeting my mom's friend-Auntie Siany,her husband,her son-Louis,her daughter-Synthia and Louis and Synthia's cousin-Ofan..
Well..we didn't go anywhere but their place..Ofan and Louis was watching Soccer and having dinner-Nasih Lemak..Uncle was eating chicken..auntie Siany was talking to my mom..Synthia was reading comic book on my legs..
When my mom went to toilet..Auntie Siany asked me,"do you have boyfriend?"..and my answer of course is "YES"..then i heard Louis said to Ofan,"you got no chance..hahaha.."..Auntie Siany scolded Louis for awhile..then told me,"Ofan is Louis and Synthia's cousin,he's 18 years old this year.."and bla bla bla..sounds like she's trying to intro Ofan to me..she's also asking me about my baby and i..then of course i told her..
After that my mom came in again..auntie Siany chatting with my mom again..Synthia told me Ofan's age again..then i said that Ofan is too young for me..i was just kidding as i have my own baby already..but didn't know that Synthia told Ofan,"gor！your girlfriend said you too young for her"..Sia la!!..what the fuck..since when i become his girlfriend..
Ofan didn't said anything just smile at me..and of course i smile back too..(^v^)..then Louis asked me,"Jie jie Stella,what do you think about Ofan?"..i quiet for awhile then said,"today is the first time i met him,i think he's a good guy,but guai kiat not my type,so he only can be my friend."..then Louis and Synthia told Ofan very loudly,"GOR!!YOU GOT NO CHANCE!!"..
Before my mom and i leave..we said goodbye to them..when i said goodbye to Ofan..he jsut kept looking at me and show me the sad face as i don't really know why..after the door closed..i could clearly heard Synthia told Ofan that not to be sad,as there might be chances in future..LoL..i really laugh sia..
Yesterday:
Early the morning woke up by my mom..she wanted to bring us to City Hall meet her friend-Auntie Siany with her family-husband,Luis(son) and Synthia (daughter)..my mom was telling me that Ofan(the cousin of Louis and Synthia) also there with them..so i was thinking that he could helping me to taking care of the two little kids..
But when i reach there..there's only Auntie Siany,her husband,Louis and Synthia..my mom and Auntie Siany went to the popular..uncle and Louis go back..left Synthia,my sister-Sheila and me..i asked Synthia why Ofan didn't come..she said that Ofan was with his family..
I thought only one little kid to take care with Sheila..so i won't be so tired like last time..(@@)..but then as time goes..it prove me wrong..Synthia doesn't care about Sheila at all..she kept asking me to carry her..all the way talk and play with me..
Then we meeting my grandparents..we took MRT to go to IMM..when we were on the way..Synthia was talking soooo loudly in the MRT..i was so pai seh..(>"<)..
From IMM my mom,Sheila and i were sending them home..so we head back to lucky plaza..we took bus 105 then change to 106 at Clementi..when we were on the bus..Synthia wanted to sit with me so i sit with her..she kept telling me that she's sleepy and hungry..i was happy to heard that as i was sleepy and tired too..i thought she would give me a quiet moment..but i wrong again..she kept tickling me and pulling my shirt..making me "show off" so many times..in Tiong Bahru she pulled my shirt infront of two guys..then the two guys were kept looking at me..very what the hell seh..i asked her to stop but she refused..argh!!!..
Yesterday went to Sentosa with Crystal and my baby Sabri..we had a fun day the whole day..hehehaha..but Firdaus the spoiler sia..haiz..and i accidentaly throw the stone on my baby's face..because my hand was wet so it slip..but lucky only kanna the lip..then my baby push me to the deep water..What The Fuck sia..almost get drown..but lucky my baby push me back..hehe..well at least i enjoy the fun..=D..
Oh baby..i miss you soooo much right now..
I slept at 3.45 this morning and woke up at 9.10..there's nothing better to do and i don't feel hungry too..so i on my computer early the morning..i want to go out..but then my ezlink card no balance liao..my mom also nver give money to top up..what the hell sia..my handphone also no balance too..><..argh!!!..
Because i moving house soon so today onwards at at home i have to finish my ART and english holiday homework and also need to clean my stuffs and pack up..my mom plan to move before school start..and guess what? we are moving to Tanglin Halt..that's fucking far..but then my baby seems to be happy as his cousins and friend live there too..so he can come to visit them and me..no need to rush or go either one of us..LoL..and it's nearer to my church..what i heard from a auntie from church says that there's a lot of church members live near by too..so they can help to look after us..and they know what we are doing..very fucking lame sia..
oh..really really miss you..my baby..
我懷念的並不是愛情和親情
it's not the love and family in my mind
我懷念的是那一段友誼
it's the friendship i've been thinking of
那段曾經一起讀書的回憶
the time when we were studied together
曾經一起打球的時光
when we play dodgeball together
曾經畢業一起抱著哭的時刻
the time when we cried and hug together on graduade ceremony
過去畢業各自到了別的地區生活
the time when we had been apart to different places
我們要離開那一煞那給了雙方的承諾
the promise we made when we were leaving
你們給我的依靠與關心和祝福
the caring,blessing and relable that you gave me
你們給我一輩子快樂的生活
the happy life time that you gave me
我們每次吵架不是很激烈而是很活潑
the time when we were quarrel
我們有哭有笑
the time we share laughter and tears
我們互相幫忙互相包容
when we help each other and forgive our faults
我們曾一起出去玩抽煙打球
the time when we went to smoke and play dodgeball together
我們曾一起手牽者手一起奔向全世界
we were holding hands wanted to challenge the world
我們都很特別
we are so special
我們曾一起寫下永遠
we wrote down the forever together
我們一起追尋未完成的夢
we search the dream together
離開彼此說好誰也不能哭只能笑
promsie not to cried but laugh when we are leaving
我們一起唱放心去飛
we sang "Fang Xin Qu Fei" together
我們說好永遠是一家人
we promised that we'll always be one family
我們那段天真無邪的日子
in that pure and happy childhood
我們一起渡過很多難關
we've been went throught so many problems together
你們的溫暖你們的好你們的美
your warmth your perfect your beauty
我們一起喝酒抽煙
we drink and smoke together
一起做想要做的事
do everything we want to do together
我們一起互相瞭解對方
we understand each other
我們曾創造幸福的一道快樂小太陽
we made the sun of happiness for each other's life
我們友誼一直都不變
our friendship will never change
說好一起達成夢想前進
promise to fulfil our dream together and move on
我們一起彼此互相想著對方
we thinking about each other
你們對我說一句肩膀給你靠
you told me that you will lend me your shoulder when i need it
我到現在還沒對你們說聲謝謝
i haven't say "thank you" to all of you
在你靈魂的深處
in the bottom of your heart
長久居住著孤獨
there's loneliness
我的理性和感性常常在爭執
my consciousness and feeling always fight
怎麼陪你走出迷霧生命
how to walk out the complicated life with you
不能停駐
can't stop
每一站
each stop
是過渡
is a way to pass throught
用時間努力修復
let the time to heal you
從日出到日暮
from sunrise to sunset
從繁華到荒蕪
from the rich to the poor
不管有多辛苦
no matter how hard it takes
我願與你們共渡記憶拼圖
I'm willing to finish the puzzle with you
拼湊著最初
puzzle of the begginning
少一塊天真
less innocent
多一塊感觸
more feeling
找一條路
find a way
終點通往幸福
the end is the way to the happiness
跟著我的腳步
follow my step
對白顯得突兀
conversation seems to be so obvious
請用心感受我內心的溫度
feel the warmth of my heart truly
你的快樂
your happiness
是我最大的財富
is the biggest thing i have
最後一塊拼圖
the last puzzle
滴落一顆珍珠
drop the only one "pearl"
the class rooms..there's no wall but lockers between the classrooms..
the library..in my primary school the library has three floors..same as the level..primary one and two is in the second floor..primary three and four in the third floor and primary five and six in the fourth floor..first floor is for the general office and after school programe class..in the library we have many books for different subjects..but the books in the fourth floor only primary five and six students can read as it is about sexual stuffs which we learnt on primary five and six..there's one station have pronography also..well..teachers said it's about general knowledge..LoL..well..since teachers said that..for what we don't watch?..LoL..
the front side of the primary school..hehe..
aha!..i remember this one..we used it to attack the "little brother" of teacher..
name:孫冠亞 sun guan ya
name:何雯蕙 he wen hui
name:王芷琳 wang zhi lin
name:姜宜瑄 jiang yi xuan
nick name:瑄瑄
-nine years of friendship-
He's my first crush and also the longest crush-seven years..well..the guy stood in the first position..ya..he's the one..hahas..i don't know whether he still got crush on me or not..but i know that since primary one until primary six..we had crush on each other..we knew about it after a month of the crush..but we just don't dare to ask for stead..
Primary one..we always dye our hair..dye different colour..but the weird thing is that we never talk to each other..that time we only know about the name only..but everyday we dye different colour..but dye the same colour no matter how many times we change our hair colour..LoL..i told my friends about my feeling towards him..he also told his friends..then our friends told us about it after a month..but we just don't dare to say to each other..so we remain stranger or just say schoolmate until primary three..because at least we always look at each other whenever there's a chance..LoL..
Primary three..we started to learn dodgeball..and that's when we become buddy..because we liked dodgeball so much..so sometimes we'll have a match during reces..he's the strongest in his class and i'm the strongest in my class..when our classmate asked us one v.s. one..we did..but just can't say who is better as we both are good at catching and hitting..LoL..
Primary five..i had a after school program in school..but during the break he will come to school..then he and i will become one team..two person v.s. many many people..and we always win..
few weeks before i leave taiwan..i told all my friends and teachers about it..but never tell him..my friends and teachers know what might happen if he know..so they helped me to keep it from him..but he still know it..that's a sunny afternoon..he didn't bring his dodgeball but bring bicycle..he asked me to sit behind and he ride one round around the school..he said one round..but actually it's countless as time flew fast when i was with him alone like that..
He told me that he knew i will leave taiwan soon..that was the first time i saw his face so serious and sad..my heart was break my eyes was fill with tears..he said he has something to tell me..but he still don't dare to say even thought i'm leaving soon..the following days and weeks he broguht his dodgeball to lent to our friends to play..then he ride me around the school..he told me a lot of his secrets..i told him mine also..for that few weeks..we finally know each other so well..and we were so close..the one last time he ride me around the school..he never say anything..he just tearing..and i just lying on his back closed my eyes felt his temperture..then he sent me to my house..downstair my house i mean..i said thank you to him..then he said he wish that he can send me home everyday and ride me around the school everyday..then i gave him a smile then turn back run up to my house with tears..
Orh..if that time i chose to stay..we'll be different..if that time i chose to tell him my feeling for him..everything will be very different..
oh my god..i think the primary school really full of memories..orh..i think i've made a wrong chose that time..i should chose to stay..no..if i chose to stay..i will never ever know my boy now..=)..
must do it if you've been tag
{basic questions?}
01.name: Bevawa
02.birthday: 17 Sept
03.how old: 15 going to be 16
04.zodiac and blood type: Virgo B
05.Hobbies: singing,dacing,hanging around..LoL..
{friends?}
01.your friends:alots、
02.your buddies:all in taiwan leh、
03.your girlfriend/s?:Nisa,Saheera
04.most trusted:Danial and Nabil、
05.most love:Sabri、
06.most caring:Danial、
07.most sayang you:Sabri、
08.most caring + sayang:eh..so kepo ar?..
09.best friend:dan、
10.the one always hang with you?:eh..shhh..wana know?stalk mi..LoL..
{Love?}
01.how many ex?:43
02.hurt u the most?:he..
03.love u the most?:i don't know..
04.you hurt the most?:many many eh..
05.you love the most?:Baby boy..
06.unforgetable place for dating?:somewhere private?..shh..
07.sea..you think of..:sea..
08.how many ex/s u've said "i love you" to?:5-6?
09.how many ex/s said "i love you" to u?:most of them
10.list down 1 - 10 of your unforgetable ex/s..
1 ou yang (歐陽）
2 zhang feng（張楓）
3 cookie (蘇賦剛）
4 Joe Ng
5
6
7
8
9
10
{MCQ?}
01.who tag you?:the kawaii girl - 螞蟻妹妹
02.her/his impression for u?:goody goody girl..
03.have you ever stead with her/him?:she is a girl and i'm not a lesbian..
04.have you ever thought of stead with her/him?:i'm not a lesbian..
05.do u like her/him?:as a friend..of course..LoL..
06.if she/he is your love rival:impossible..
07.will you snatch others bf/gf?:i will if i really want..LoL..
08.are you serious to this relationship?: YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!..of course..
09.say something to your bf/gf:baby boy..YOU'RE MINE & I'M YOURS..=D..fair enough..LoL..
10.say you love mi:=''=..who the hell are you?
tag ten friends..LoL..
01.Nisa
02.Jiayan
03.Crystal
04.Caren
05.Denise
06.Elton
07.Chacha
08.Shidah
09.
10.
{must answer it honestly..do not bluff..}
{do not tag back..hehehe..}
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the Fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers and type in your answers. When you are done tag at least 10 friends and then see what happens. Don't forget to tag the person who tagged you.
-Kiss any of your facebook friends? No
-Neen arrested? Yes
-Kissed someone you didn't like? Yes
-Slept in until 5 Pm? No
-Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes (everyone does it)
-Held a snake? Yes
-Wished upon a falling star? Yes (stupid mi)
-Ridden a motorcycle? Yes (once upon a time when i was young)
-Laid in the grass and watched the stars and listened to the night? Yes
-Ran a red light? Yes (of course)
-Loved someone who didn't love you back? No
-Stood in the rain and watched a thunderstorm? Yes
-Been suspended from school? Yes
-Beedn horseback riding? No
-Crashed your car/motorbike in an accident? Yes (felt damn great)
-Been fired from a job? No (i quit)
-Been kiss under the misletoe? Yes (>//<)
-Sang Karaoke? Yes
-Watched the sunrise with someone? Yes
-swam in the ocean? Yes
-Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes (most of the time)
-Laughed until something you were drinking came out from your nose? No (not that siao)
-Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No
-Danced or kissed in the rain? Yes (the both)
-Sang in the shower? Yes (once upon a time)
-Sat on a rooftop? Yes
-Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? No (who dare to push mi in that way?!!)
-Broken a bone? Yes!!!!!
-Believe adversity bulids character? Yes
-Shaved your head? Yes (LoL)
-Blacked out from drinking? No (will never ever happen)
-Drove three times the speed? Yes!!! (i love the fastest speed)
-Played a prak on someone?Yes (somebody)
-Felt like killing someone? Yes!! (hehe..)
-Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? No (almost)
-Made your ex cry? Yes (whenever we break..LoL..)
-Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? No
-Been in a band? Yes
-Loved and lost? Yes
-Shot a gun? Yes..(of course)
-Tripped on mushrooms? Yes
-Donated Blood? No (still underage)
-Went skydiving? Yes!!! (WoW..fun)
-eaten crocodile meat? No
-Eaten cheesecake? Yes (i love it)
-Still love someone you shouldn't? No (i have one and wana last long this time)
-Think about the future? No (too far)
-Believe in life after death? Yes
-Believe in love? Yes
-Sleep on a certain side of the bed? No (i don't sleep on bed..i sleep on the floor)
