m(_ _)m *bow n give up*

If he like me as a friend only..if he still have no feeling for me..please let us be friend instead of boyfriend and girlfriend..i want him to reply SOON!!!

I have to wait for another day if he never reply today..then the only thing i have to do is wait wait wait and wait..=(

I don't want to force him to like me..i don't expect him to treat me as girlfriend..but since there's nothing else to talk about when we stead..then i think it's better for us to be friend..

If he really like me..he should do something..he should make the first move..but then i know that he stead with me is not because he like me..so since he have no feeling for me..i should end it early and be friend before its too late..

He's a good brother and good friend..i don't want we end up enermy or stranger like my previous relationship (the S couple)..

The distance between friend with friend is good enough for me..at least i could touch his shouder and talk to him normally if we are friend..but now we just like.....argh!!..the word can describe is.."SLOW"..

Haiz..i do serious to this relationship..because i want to give myself a chance..i do like him..i do have feeling for him..like i said..we only stead for two weeks plus..i'm still not sure i like or i love him..have to wait till one month together..but if i found out that i love him but then he still have no feeling for me..i will be hurt again..and i don't think i will acept another relationship again..



P.S. Haraboy..i miss you right now..i do serious to u and i do have feeling for you..however i don't dare to love you till our one month together..because i scare i might get hurt again..please reply me as soon as possible can?..please stop saying,"i don't know"..if you really have no feeling..just say ok..if you do have feeling..please also tell me and promise me don't hurt me..ok..