secret place

Today after school went to a place with mich..well..i can't say where it is as this is the seret place where only me and mich know..

Mich was crying infront of me because of the messages which sent by a bitch..i asked mich for the number and so i scolded and insulted the bitch throught sms..well..i just hope that she won't disturb mich anymore as i don't wish to see her cry again..

I was telling mich that i think instead of feeling confuse about the relationship between me and my boy..i rather choose to continute to be his brother..one month and four days together..we still 100% clean..well..it's good but i just feel that it's totally same as friend..so i told mich that if he stil don't give me answer today..i will take it as silent break and tomorrow onwards find a new boyfriend..either patch back with my ex or woo after my crush..hehehe..

I also message to my kor and bil about my decision..kor was keep saying "up to u"..well..i don't really get what he mean..

I sent bil 3 messages..1st one was about my number and my boy and i..2nd one was about my decision after i break with my boy and 3rd one was telling him who are my crush..he didn't reply after i sent the 2nd and 3rd messages..i thought he was angry for the 3rd messages..so i message him saying sorry and hope he won't angry at me..hahas..guess what?..he didn't receive the 2nd and 3rd messages..phew~lucky..because i can't imagine my life if he angry at me..

Well..what to do since i put my friends and brothers before me..no one can insult and bully my friends and my brothers without my permission..that's my bad habit..LOL..



P.S. Haraboy..i'm serious to u..serious about 20-30% in the begginning..but now i don't know..i just hope that i haven't serious to u 100% as i don't want to get hurt anymore..so i think it's better to end it and be brother again before it becomes 100%..