a letter to God..

Dear God,

God..are you there for us?are you care for us the sinner?or you are just ignore us?..we know we've done a lot of wrong things..but that doesn't means that you can take our friend from us as you wish..you know what will happen to us if we lost him..right?

God..if you want to punish us..well..you did it..all of us are in a pain..and he's in a horrible pain too..so can you stop it and return him to us?..

God..if you are trying to test our friendship..the result has come out actually..we pass the test isn't it?..so can you end this test and let him back to us?..

God..father in heaven..in my heart..i believe that you always watching us..we grow up under your care..as a God..you should know and you can see that how important we are for each other..we can't lost any one of us or else we'll live in a horrible pain forever..as a human..my parents and teachers also can see how strong is our friendship..

God..you make us apart from each other..you separate us so far..but yet we still trying our best to live our life just for one reason.."we want to meet again and fulfil our dreams"..you know what is our dream..God..you know how important it is for us..God..so please don't break my faith to you..

God..i've hated you for so long..i've stop pray to you for so long as you has disappoint me so many times..but for this time..for my friend..for the dreams that we share together..i beg you and i pray to you..God..return him to us..don't snatch him away from us..please..don't make us give up on you..don't make me lost faith on you..

God..if you want..i can give up my life to you..i can use my life to change his life back..i want him to stay on and be happy..

God..if you doesn't want my life and also doesn't want to return him to us..then please..end this pain..stop make him suffer..i know it will make us heart broken and live our life in dark forever..but we want him to be happy..so if you want to take him please do so..as this is the only way to stop him from suffering..

God..i know we will break down and suffer if you take him away..but if you refuse to return him back..this will be the only way that can save him from the pain..i know i won't be able to find someone to cry on..i know i will be suffer alone since i'm the only one who leave taiwan amount my friends and might do some stupid stuffs to end my life..however..i'm willing to take the risk since you want it be like this..

God..please..i use this little faith pray to you..return him to us so that we can live happily..or take him away save him from the pain but make us live in pain forever..please..he's so important to us..please..

God..i can do whatever you want me to do..as long as he's happy..please..hear my pray God..please..i can't lost him..i want him to be awake!!..i want to receive the good news from my friends!!..please..not only me..all of us..we can't live happily without him!!!..you know that God!!..

So God..i hope you hear my pray..i hope you can do something..and i know you could..you know how important we are for us..you know how important the dream to us..you know how important the memories to us..you know how important the friendship to us..God..and you know we can't live happily without any one of us..we can'y live happily without the memories and the friendship..we has suffered a lots after i left..since that time untill now..we've suffer enough..