LoL...

Today after school went to eat "chocolate" with Dan,Bil,Mus,Ilyas,Fir and Raj..quite a fun day actually..LoL..
We were chit chating happily together..then i asked Bil's friend..(don't know who the hell is his name)..to buy "chocolate" for me as my "chocolate" left three sticks..no enough for tomorrow..so he went to buy..but suddenly he shouted at us that got police at the carpark..Mus,Ilyas and Raj run damn fucking fast..Dan and i run half way..we suddenly remember that we forgot to take our bag..so i tied my hair and trying to look like a good student..so i walked back and take our bags..then Bil,Dan and i waiting for Bil's friend to come..LoL..

******skip the part when we were waiting..because quite long story..LoL..******

Dan called Mus..heard that they kena police asking..LoL..heng sia..lucky the "chocolate" with me seh..LoL..

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Today really fucking sorry to pei yu..

because i shouted at her for no reason..

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Today whole day can't stop of thinking of him..

as he left me alone so fast and so sudden..

i can't even have a chance to tell him what i wanted to tell..

i wanted to tell him that how much i treasure our memories..

i wanted to tell him that how much i love-d him that time..

i wanted to tell him that how much important he is to me..

i wanted to thank him for whatever he had done for me..

i wanted to thank him for always be there whenever i needed him..

i wanted to ask him to stay with me forever..

i wanted..i wanted..i wanted..

oh gosh..so many things i wanted to say to him..

but most importantly..

i wanted to say..

if i could turn back the time..

i would make a different choice..

so that we'll have a happy ending..

oh gosh..

now then i realize how important he is to me..

he was once in my heart..

and now..

he's staying in my heart forever..